Life Lesson
"Since Nov'24 I have learned to be still & quiet; set my material desires, opinions, and politics on hold. Head-turning and fidgeting create even more anxiety. If I feel an itch -I don't scratch it until I feel two. The anxiety I feel is my inner-child yearning to take the wheel and drive me into a ditch. I have learned to understand the difference between endorphins and anxiety. I fight anxiety by being still & quiet, for an anxious-mind thinks and remembers only in a black & white color palette. Since Nov'24 of following this standard; color and meaning have been added to my memories & thoughts for the first time ever -allowing more room for understanding the past, present, and the future. This I learned after too many years of going about life the wrong way.
My anxiety uses excessive amounts of oxygen; the same is true with my anger. Slowing my breathing combats my anxiety & anger. Maybe psychologists publicly view anger the same as they do about the gay-lifestyle by telling half-truths (or outright lies) publicly and the whole-truth to those they deem worthy of attaining that knowledge. For those of us who are undesired-by-the-mainstream, we are sent on our way walking in darkness while the 'enlightened ones' humiliate & ridicule us.
After 30 years of being a patient I learned that Psychology is offered as 'advice' -and not law. If it were offered as the 'law' then more patients (including myself) would take it more seriously. Since it is offered as 'advice' -it is all theory and has not been proven. Therefore, no one with a heart -in my entire 48 years of struggling with anxiety- pulled me aside and said 'No, that isn't how to cure your anxiety/anger, so let me tell you in private how you REALLY cure your anxiety/anger'. It seems I am 48 years too late on a life well-lived.
My 'advice' to anyone struggling with anxiety/anger? Take a trip to the cemetary and notice how the dead are not anxious nor angry!
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~Deuteronomy 28:27,65; Psalm 37:7; 46:10; Luke 12:35-40; James 1:19~
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Mathematics
Consecutive™ Squares*: a number multiplied by itself that gives a consecutive result.
→(428 x 428) = 183184
→(727 x 727) = 528529
→(846 x 846) = 715716
→(258 x 258) = 66564
→(274 x 274) = 75076
→(573 x 573) = 328329
→(1011 x 1011) = 1022121 (1022 reduced to '122' / ie. '121' & '122'?)
*(as of march 15, 2025)